cloudclan [MEDICINE CAT] apprentice // auddies

[all out JINX ♥]

otey, my Emery ish gonna need some help once I get things straight
I was gonna pick someone else but she's not very active so...
here I am asking ya'll to try your best <33
good luck to you all ^^

[idk my bff brindle]

I'll be auditioning c:

I'm going to my grandmom's for an overnight thing, so don't expect the bio right away :3

[SHADE. :D]

Good luck everyone!

I would audition, but I already had Draggers. :]

[Ice]

^{I'm thinking about trying for it... but i might not since im not really super active =/}

[Cinder! no study! X_X]

Im Cinder, I know I’m a new member, but I have been meddie cat in a recently deceased site and know the ropes. Also I’ve been watching this site for like almost a year and fell in love with it today for like no reason o.O sorry that sounds a bit stalkerish but I’ve been too lazy to just join until I saw this position was open. I’m a very active member and would be thrilled to join your community. I’m here to stay even if I don’t get this possie just yet ^^ I understand females are banned right now, but I do plan on making her a brother and Im willing to wait out the ban for awhile if you are. If not, but you still like my bio just tell me and ill change a few things here and there (like appearance and mention of words she, her, she-kit etc.)
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Do you know what it's all about
Are you brave enough to figure out
Know that you could set your world on fire
If you are strong enough to leave your doubts



Name: Briarpaw/sky

Definition: Briar is a thorny bush

Gender: Female (I would be happy to change this if needed)

Age: 6 moons

Clan: CloudClan

Rank: Medicine Cat Apprentice

Looks: Briarpaw, the kits face is a pretty little doll-face-- then again what kit is ugly? All kits are adorable little luffly fur-balls... With her green eyes, the ones that look like they could have been bright and exotic but then the maker decided to dull them down, splashing light and soft colors into them show the world she is an intelligent, kind and caring youngling who is proud to be herself. Her whiskers are funny because unlike the rest of her, they are very long. She has an adorable pink little nose with a deep of grey coloring on top that matches her calico fur color to an extent. Her ears are huge and many warriors, even joke she should have been named Batkit for their vastness. Her face is mostly a mixture of darker brown and greys’ but she has white flecked around it. Her body is as stated above, a calico coloring that is only seen amongst female cats if at all. (Easily changed if I need to change her gender) If one was to look from the tip of her tail, to her head it would be seen as something similar to the following. Her tail, white with light silver her tail has flecks of an orange only to be called coffee cream, or that off toned wood color that is so popular amongst picture frames and nature cabins. Her back is dark grey with a bit of light grey and that odd orange. Her belly is white and her back legs are dark grey with cute little paws. One of them is brown like hot-coco. Her two front legs are similar to her back ones, but one paw is grey. Moving up those two front-legs flecks of orange are visible. Her chest, her small chest puffed out with pride and honor is the purest white. Overall Briarpaw is a cute, soft little kit who is still growing but will most likely be a smaller size for the rest of her life. Truly it’s her positive attitude that makes her glow. She shines with a natural light she herself creates.
Shes small but when she straightens herself out and lifts her chin well--Briarpaw looks fierce enough to bite a few heads off and do it with that look all the model-drama-queens who do hair commercials would just love to have! Briarpaw is wiry and skinny but she does watch her weight, as a very young kit she was a bit tubby shockingly and has decided she doesnt need to waste the Clans life food on her fat belly. Briarpaw has one other thing, something that got her her name. On her chest is a cresent that is brair brown, warm like hazeltine chocolate, hot coco, choco-coco-crispies and a bucnh of other unhealthy but ever so good foods. Its a sweet little mark that heps make her look slightly different than most other Calicos. Her great-grand-aunt was said to have the same mark. Not that its a sign of greatness or anything, that ancestor was an average-joe but Briarpaw looks to her kin for guidance. She was given a similar mark for a reason.

Personality: Briarpaw, is a bit shy and is prone to stuttering. Her face is easy to read in most situations but when she’s uncomfortable or knows its important she could tell you she’s a one eyed one horned flying purple people eater and you might just believe her. The kit likes to spin a tail every now and then she thinks things through even when being impatient. Briarpaw is a huge help because unlike some older, wiser cats she is always dreaming of newer ways and things that can change. Her way of thinking tells her, 'Well okay, I know its possible to cure this with this, but why don’t I give another herb a try just in case we ever run out!' or something like that. She’s uneasily fazed but when presented with a high pressure, life-changing moment she might just start shaking and getting all nervous suddenly. Her usual calm accepting schtik just flies out the window and that’s when cats can truly tell she’s still a kit and needs time to grow more experienced. Briarpaw isn’t really a chatty-cathy but she can talk a lot sometimes. If ever there is a large group of cats focused on her she'll start gushing and rambling on for her kind, caring, hospitable nature keeps her from getting too rude when not needed. She does indeed have a huge temper though especially when teased for her jumpiness, that’s when Briarpaw will get very silent and scary enough to give even a seasoned warrior the quivers. Do not mess with her, Briarpaw has gone through enough that she doesn’t just take grief silently. That kit will claw your eyes out if you offend her or her family. Briarpaw has a few little quirks that help make her... her. She is very fond of feathers and sometimes sneaks them into her bedding as a soft cushion to help her sleep. She gets really crazy when she gets too close to poppy seeds but besides that is pretty good with other herbs. The she-kit is innocent in the way hat she herself has never experienced very deep trauma but she does know that pain is too real and is prepared to face it down to an extent. Her bravery and huge heart combined lead to foolishness and risk-taking for other cats she may not even know or like! She’s sincere and tries not to tell a lie very often although she enjoys telling partial truths . She’s smart and a quick-learn but not wise enough to use all her brains the best way just yet. Only time will tell if Briarpaw will reach the limit of the skies but if she’s taught well, and her skills are honed this kit will most certainly teach a few things to everybody she knows and will be a good medicine cat indeed. Her bravery is unquestionable, she will gladly lay down her life to save even that of a loner, or kittypet. She doesnt have a truly mean bone in her body and thoguh she may be a tough little fireball she is sensitive and will get upset if you call her a name or be mean to her for no good reason. She can be... persuasive and sneaky enoguh to get you to agree to most anything although she hardly likes doing it to her clan mates. Its rude to get somebody to give you the best moss they gather! A real live-wire, Briarpaw isnt always what she seems to be. Just remember one thing: She is good, she will never try to hurt you. Well--she might hurt you if shes trying to learn something new, yes curiosity kills her morals and she has a hunger for knowledge that cannot be quenched with simple yes or no answers. She wants to learn and teach in turn.

"Im going to be a medicine cat, Im going to be the best one there ever was and Im going to get wise and cure sickness' with new ways and herbs! Nobody will get in the way of my dreams. Im the one who will be looked upto one day..." --Briarkit being slightly stubborn and bold as she explains to Emeraldmyth why she needs to be the medicine cat apprentice.

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

Not to say shes invinsible, her little quirks, feather obsession, temper, etc all help make her a person but she has one morel ittle problem. Briarpaw sometimes feels as though she cant bear to go on, some part of her died when her brother did and though she cant remember him she cant help but forget him either. A determination, a dark depression... both help her become herself but it isnt funny or heroic. Shes scared to death being so sad she cnat help but wonder why shes alive but still she carries on with gracefullness, hope and faith in StarClan. Such feelings are not uncommon but they give her character and depth that is not seen amongst young cats such as herself very often. This is also her greatest secret for she knows if any cat was to find her guilty of acting so--petrified of herself they would call her unstable, or a freak. She could never handle such a thing.
On that note I leave you to think of this smart, caring, beuatiful, independent, shy, jumpy, deep, lively, cat. She was made to be herself but all and all, even after everything she's still just a person and even if she is a medicine cat to be she would love to be treated that way by all. She would love to have a strong bond with her mentor that goes across boundries into a place called friendship. What cat would deny a kit that?

History: Her mother Brightdance moons before even thinking of having a second litter of kits went into labor and had one little tom, Nighthawk. Nighthawk’s father is unknown and thus, Briarpaw’s small family was started. Moons later, when Nighthawk was a bold young warrior he learned of his mothers pregnancy and felt pure resentment towards whoever the kit was to be. He cursed his mother for having more kits and told her wasn’t he enough? Brightdance’s new mate Truefire in turn hated Brightdance’s first kit. Soon Briarkit and Icekit were born and Nighthawk forgot his petty little problems with them. He fell in love with his small brother and sister and soon the family was happy (enough) again. Briarpaw’s first moons were filled with love and bliss, untainted by family feuds, drought, famine, fights, or spite. She grew up to think everybody would be this way. Some say it was fortunate that death touched the family or else Briarpaw would have been too shocked by the real world. Icekit died and Briarkit fell into a deep and terrible nothingness. A moon passed and she felt her brother come to her in her dreams, Icekit smiled and she smelled poppy-seeds. Ever after Briarkit had made up her mind that she would be medicine cat. Truly the poppy-seed smell had nothing to do with her dream but it set a chain of events that would lead to shy Briarkit asking Emeraldmyth if she could be her apprentice and growing into the fine young cat she is (not to mention bold) Life went on and Briarkit grew up to be a good litte youngling. Her mother and father were pleased with her attitude with life and smile down upon her. Even bitter Nighthawk loves his sister with a passion and Briarpaw knows that she will grow up to be the best medicine cat ever as long as she has her adoring family, her mentor, her clan and all the friends she has in it. Briarpaw looks up into the sky and sees all the pain she will feel, the hardships she will face and still she goes on. Yeah, she’s young and foolish and has a lot to learn about how bad life can really be but she’s willing to give it a try. What else is she gonna do? Just die? This cat has spunk and refuses to just bow donw and give up Tellling her to do otherwise would be like killing a part of her to sacred and important for Briarpaw to go on living without(I plan on saying her parents died or ran off together so that’ll add a little twist for her and Emerladmyth to get over in a few moons)

In Character: Briarpaw ran, she ran faster than her small paws could carry her. A voice in the mist called to her, telling her it needed help. All was silent for a moment and Briarpaw forced herself to run faster.
It didn’t help. As she stumbled and fell Briarpaw landed right in front of one of the most terrifying things she could ever witness. Two dead bodies still warm lie before her. Truefire and Brightdance, father and mother, her most beloved were cooling as the light in their eyes faded and Briarpaw only could sit there and scre—
A sharp gasp. A shaking kit jumped to her feet as the rain continued to pound against the roof of her beloved medicine cat den. It had been only two days in her knew home but Briarpaw’s dark dreams had followed her. The night was a terrible time for the kit and she only hoped that Emeraldmyth would not wake for her heavy breathing and shivering.
Muttering to herself she stared out into the gloomy darkness outside. Trapped, that was what had happened to her, she had been trapped with no visible escape taunted by the outside where buckets of rain fell from the skies above. Kept from rest by nightmares she could only hope were not visions sent to her by StarClan the kit was doomed to nights of staring anxiously from her mentor to the outside world where the night sounds were the only thing that kept her from going insane with lack of—everything.
“Morning will be here as the moon sets and the sun rises,” she whispered to herself over and over again squeezing her eyes shut tightly. The sun’l be out tomorrow, la deed a da… yeah that was all fine and true but what would she do right now?
Impatient as ever Briarpaw kneaded the dirt floor beneath her and took a deep calming breath. She needed to keep her cool, maybe even try to fall asleep again before Emeraldmyth had to wake her up in the middle of sorting herbs or even eating food. Maybe you should just tell her a part of the young apprentice screamed. It was reasonable enough but somehow she found herself being secretive. A natural trait of hers, what they don’t know wont hurt you.
“Yeah, the sun better come out.”
A startle. (sorry for sorta god-modding) Emeraldmyth rustled in her beddings. Briarpaw darted across the den and nearly flew into her small, 'nest,' composed off fine moss and many pretty feathers. Briarpaw shook with fear at being found out by her mentor. What would Emeraldmyth do? Would she ask to return Briarpaw for a better apprentice because she was too restless. A part of the young cat knew otherwise but she couldnt help but worry. It was silly, petty little problem but, Briarpaw needed to be assured that all would calm and life would go on in a better fashion. At least--she hoped that would be the effect.
No jinksing.... I hope i didnt jinks it!!!

Relationships/Kin-- Briarpaw’s Family Tree:
Siblings- Nighthawk and Icekit.
Parents- Brightdance and Truefire
Uncles and Aunts- Dahliasong (If anybody has a cat willing to be one)

Other: Briarpaw is an original charry I have never used this bio on another site but it is similar to others. None of this is copied from anybody else’s work.

Codewords: Painting Portraits of Ghosts

Lyrics: Kerli's 'Walking On Air.' and Evenescence's 'Bring Me to Life.'(I use songs a lot)

[idk my bff brindle]

m a m b a p a w

any of several long, slender, arboreal snakes of the genus Dendroaspis, of central and southern Africa, the bite of which is often fatal.

n a m e mambapaw
a g e 7 moons
c l a n cloudclan
g e n d e r tom
r a n k medicine cat apprentice

a p p e a r e n c e

!!. Mambapaw isn’t the most attractive of cats, though he does have some appealing qualities. If you saw the tom from a distance, you would only see a mangy-looking dark brown tabby tom with wispy fur. It’s not Mambapaw’s fault that his pelt is so dirtied or so matted. It’s just the way his fur grows. But if that same tom turned towards you, you would see the spark of intelligence in his golden eyes. You would see the noble way he walks, and the proud way he holds his head high. Mambapaw isn’t the most groomed of cats, and there’s a certain scruffiness about him that would anyone doubt his position, but he’s not ashamed. He walks nobly, and with a single glance, he’ll make you change that opinion.

!!. Mambapaw’s head isn’t finely shaped at all. It’s much like a turnip. The dome of his head is wide, but it narrows down to a rounded point that is his chin. His cheekbones look as though they’ve been sucked in, and his skin follows their lines carefully. His muzzle is round, but it doesn’t stick out very far. There’s a gradual descent from the tip as it merges in with the sides of his face. The ridge of his nose is extremely wide, separating his eyes even further from each other and pushing them up slightly. As a result, Mambapaw’s eyes are angled down. His ears are tall, with a rounded point. Inside his ears grows wispy light brown fur that is beginning to prematurely turn white. The fur on the top of his head is a flinty grey-brown, and he has the typical mackerel tabby markings on his forehead as well as the mascara markings by his eyes. The backs of his ears are grey with dark black swirls all over them. On the ridge of his nose, the dark fur turns an even deeper grey, almost black. The same is true below his eyes, though the skin closest to his eyes is a pale peach, and there is barely any fur there. The bottom of his face is a light brown, and the front of his chin and muzzle is white. His whiskers are thick and long, curling at the tip. His nose is a dark pink, and the fur around it is dark brown. His eyes are a yellow in colour, with green and brown tints in them.

!!. As for his body, well, Mambapaw’s body is very lithe. He’s skinny, though there’s a certain rugged leanness about him that protects the tabby tom from being called weak. His body is also very twisty, and Mambapaw is able to turn in many different ways that larger cats with bulkier frames would not be able too. His neck is longer than average, adding to his odd appearance. His flanks and shoulders are very bony, and his tail is long and skinny. His fur is long and wispy, and is often getting tangled or matted. The base colour of his fur ranges from a light caramel on his underbelly to a deep grey-brown on his back and paws. Everywhere on the tom, there are black markings. There are stripes on his legs, patches on his flanks, and rings on his tail. So while Mambapaw could be described as a dark brown tabby tom, his colouring is more complex and obscure.

p e r s o n a

!!. For the most part, Mambapaw keeps to himself. On first glance, you might think that he’s cold, harsh and dark. He’s not at all mysterious or dark and filled with throttled rage or anything. The reason Mambapaw doesn’t talk much to anyone is because he’s scared of blurting out what he’s thinking. The dark brown tabby tom is prone to just saying what’s on his mind, and it has made many a conversation awkward. So he tries his best to stay away from conversations in case he loses anymore friends. Mambapaw has friends, but he doesn’t have any true and close friends. He wants to make some, but he’s afraid that he’ll say something completely out of line and distance himself from someone else. So he’s somewhat of a loner not because he’s cold, but because he’s shy.

!!. Mambapaw is also an extremely gentle cat. Though he can handle the sight of blood as he heals other cats, he doesn’t like the thought of hurting others. He’s kind to everyone, even if they dislike him for his personality or his dishevelled appearance. He’s protective of all of his Clanmates, especially his family. Though he may be scared, Mambapaw will try and stick up and fight for them, even if he doesn’t like the thought of it. Usually, though, he doesn’t go out of his way to protect someone from something mild. He doesn’t have to fight often, either. He can look dangerous without even trying, simply because of his angled eyes, dark fur and pointed face. Mambapaw is often judged on his appearance, making him look dark and reclusive.

!!. Mambapaw is a bit of a push-over. Though he’s generally respected in the Clan for his healing, he doesn’t have any super close friends. Because of this, he’s pretty weak-willed when it comes to favours. He’ll say yes just to get people to like him. Mambapaw knows this about himself, and he’s trying to change. Though he’s weak, he’s trying to get stronger and more resistant. He’s courageous in the sense that he’s aware of his own weakness and is brave enough to try and change it. Mambapaw is easily pressured into things, and usually swallows his own doubts. He holds things down, and usually says them in the complete wrong moments, or when its too late.

h i s t o r y

!!. Aspstrike was a good warrior. The brown tabby was fierce and utterly and complete loyal to his mate, a beautiful white she-cat by the name of Doveflight. He had been just a small apprentice, a wiry young tom learning under his mentor, Silvertalon, when Doveflight’s mother had been found. Her name was Olivefur, and she was a cat from CloudClan. But she had been raped, and the tom had threatened to kill her if she told Stormstar. He was dangerous and violent, so Olivefur had fled to MoonClan. There, she had given birth to one kit: Dovekit. Aspstrike was a warrior when Dovepaw was apprenticed, but they grew to know each other. After Doveflight earned her warrior name, Aspstrike revealed her love for her, and they became mates.

!!. Together, they had three kits. There was the shy little girl, Eaglekit, who was the palest brown she could possibly be. Her older sister was a very light grey tabby, and named Mistkit. Mistkit was more playful, though not as daring as their brother, Boakit. He was a dark brown tom with menacing amber eyes. Though he was friendly to everyone in the Clan and seen as a great warrior, he also had a darker side. Even when play-fighting, he could get carried away and become ruthless. When he was an apprentice, Boapaw was given one of the strongest warriors for his mentor. However, because she was a she-cat, he didn’t respect her as much as he should have. Her name was Silvertalon, and she had also mentored his father. But Boapaw was arrogant and rude. While he was kind and helpful to other apprentices, he lacked a respect for authority. Both Eaglepaw and Mistpaw got male mentors, and he was slightly jealous.

!!. As a warrior by the name of Boalunge, the dark tabby was a menace to face in battle. He was strong, he was swift. He showed no mercy, even in border skirmishes. He was a sight to be seen, dark eyes flashing as he charged through the trees. Boalunge eventually become the mentor to a small she-cat by the name of Cedarpaw. She was a dark reddish-ginger in fur, and extremely pretty, but also soft and shy. She managed to calm Boalunge down, even when he was in his darkest anger. Eventually, Boalunge felt himself falling for her. When at last she became Cedarstorm, Boalunge admitted his love for her. Very quietly, Cedarstorm admitted that she felt something for him as well. After a silent pause that they spent searching each other’s eyes, they fell into each other, relieved and so happy to have found their other.

!!. Mambakit was, oddly enough, the only product of their union. Without siblings, he didn’t really have a chance to develop his social skills. He was shy, so he stayed away from the other cats in the nursery. The only one that he really talked to was a young tom called Goshawk-kit, and later, Goshawkpaw. Goshawkpaw, while not Mambakit’s best friend, always stood up for him when other cats tried to tease him. Mambakit admired Goshawkpaw’s need for fairness and justice, and the way the tabby commanded respect. It was the wish for respect and fairness that made Mambakit want to become a medicine cat.

f a m i l y

m o t h e r cedarstorm
f a t h e r boalunge
a u n t eaglefeather
a u n t mistheart
g r a n d f a t h e r aspstrike
g r a n d m o t h e r doveflight

c o d e

painting portraits of ghosts

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[all out JINX ♥]

I like all the bios so far even though only one ish finished, just to tell you I'll be picking on the 23 of March to give you more time to touch up your bios and finish them... if they all get finished sooner then I might just have to pick sooner ^^
good luck everyone!

[idk my bff brindle]

23rd?
Neh >:
I'll finish it tomorrow, so wait for me~ :'D

[all out JINX ♥]

<sub>otey.... I love both bios and I'm still kinda torn but I'm sure once I've posted this I'll feel better about my decision....

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Briarpaw with Cindereh!
thank you for auditioning both of you!
and I'm more then positive that you won't let meh down</sub>

[Cinder! no study! X_X]

wow. im a little bit in shock!

[FIREH!!]

_{Congratulations Cinder!!!}

[(aurora) of the problematique]

<sub>Wait wait wait...

I know it's your decision but...I really don't want an inactive medicine cat. I'm so tired of people auditioning for CloudClan stuff and then going active. It's retarded. We've had about four or five deputies go out that way.

Rogue, Emeraldmyth is still young, just got her warrior name maybe a week ago. I'd say go the route of Prophecyteller and definitely wait this out. I wasn't going to say anything but seeing as how a new member won, this flashed in my eyes.

Look, Lizzeh is inactive with Orangepaw (who hasn't officially been MCA yet but still) and Flarewind. Mouse left me in charge of Harmonytale, which I feel like garbage for because I have crap muse for her. EC lost a deputy in Garnetcloak, which I'm irritable about for issues on my own part. ANYWAY, I don't think Cinder is qualified for this yet. I know what she said at the beginning of her post, but if she doesn't make some type of improvement with posts, biographies, and whatever the hell else, I don't think this is going to work. Her Briarpaw biography could use a lot of work. I'm not saying this position should go to Brindle now but there needs to be a waiting period.

Rogue, you know how I feel about n00bs. You weren't much different in my eyes back when you first joined so there's room for improvement with Cinder but this is a semi-literate site. I'd like to see good, active members and Cinder's still on a test run in my eyes.</sub>

[all out JINX ♥]

-thinks-

I think your right Aurrie... your more experienced then I am in this and I'm gonna go with your decision, Emeraldmyth ish still young and just got her official medicine cats name... thank you both for auditioning and I'm sorry Cinder... later if you don't have him accepted then I'll have Mambapaw but for right now I'm going with Aurrie
sorreh again but I feel right about this

[(aurora) of the problematique]

_{I'm going to PM Shade about the high position stuff because this is sort of ridiculous. Cinder, if you feel like I'm being unfair or an ***hole or whatever, I get that a lot so...don't worry about it. By the time we're done cleaning out the site, we'll have positions open so you can probably audition again. Rogue, sorry about this :/ I'll PM Shade about this issue... We'll get this all straightened out}

[Cinder! no study! X_X]

I get whatcha saying. Aurrie, you sound like you expect to be called bad, not good on the 'ol brains. Anyways thats fine with me. Like ive said before, im here to stay and if 45 posts in say.. 12 days doesnt prove it then im stumped. No worries, i might be upset about loosing the position after i won it but i see that y'all know whats best for the site and im willing to prove myself. I suspected Emerald was too new to being without her mentor anyways so its fine. This is a new wave of members here, were the ones who will be with you guys after as you say, the positions clean out.

Tell me when this audition is open again and ill post briar again. please dont delete the post yet though.

~Cinder~

PS just uh, next time you have a feeling about anything aurrie please say so before a cat is accepted, a mini-plot started etc etc because thats just a little hmm, not unfair just uh... dishonorable. Its like saying youll sit with a kid on the bus during a field trip then seconds before or after ditching them. Its not exactly the best thing on earth to do to a person.

[(aurora) of the problematique]

<sub>Honey, I'm the Nazi on this site. I feed on being called mean and hateful.

Though, Cinder, you've been making bios and roaming threads, while posting in many two IC threads. Yes, it's a good start but...that doesn't make you instantly golden. We're not saying that you haven't won the position but BRC is going through a spell of inactivity and I'd like to fish out the people who are messing around and not staying. When we get things straightened out, you can redo your bio (it's horribly messy. perhaps I can help you with biography making. Some of us are aces at it) and work on your grammar. *finger wag* Don't tell me you expect to get past Yours Truly, the Grammar Nazi, with muddy paws.

Hurr hurr hurr, dishonorable. Don't talk to me about dishonorable, baby. I don't need your judgments. I didn't say anything because I wasn't sure if you'd win or not. I've been half paying attention to this audition anyway because I'm busy with auditions on another site I mod. If you want my opinion, fine, here it is. I'm ditching the kid on the bus, then I'm gonna blow it up and sink it in a landfill, kay?

Your biography was garbage, okay? You've got a lot of work to do, not enough to prove that you can handle this damn high position. Like I said, I'm tired of inactive, illiterate people coming here and I don't give a damn about your word about how you're active. That's just words. It doesn't mean anything until you prove it. You want to earn my respect, then you better get grinding, baby, cause I'm the cruelest daughter of a badger you'll ever see. I don't take bullshit from anyone. You can ask anyone on this site. I started to release my Iron Grip on this site but it looks like I'll have to take it up again. If you dare think I'm being mean to you, ooooh, honey, this ain't abuse or bullying, this is a war. You will get better while you're here, or so help me StarClan, we're gonna have a problem, kay? Come back to me with an argument you can back up next time you want to call me dishonorable.

If you've got something to say, then PM it to me because I'm not about to continue this rant here. If you think I'm mean, then say it to me. I'll relish the taste...</sub>

[Cinder! no study! X_X]

you remind me of my englsih teacher -.- grammar isnt the biggest thing they like to teach at little jewish day schools.. they like hate it or something so i have no grammar skills at all. zippo.

Well uh -cough cough- does, 'inactive,' say anything to you, doesnt that mean there isnt much activity... maybe leading to lack of IC postings? Im just saying it like i see it right now. If people put up more open threads id join. Hawkeyes and i are starting one today -must go make it- so that will be my fourth IC posting. ! yay its like a friggin anniversary or something!

Ive been declined as mc before -cough cough everchange- so its not a big shocker for this to happen again. i need work duh. go ahead and add witty little ocmments on the he/she cats bio on how i could improve.

[(aurora) of the problematique]

<sub>Well then, we'll have to change that, won't we?

Meh, yeah, it's because BRC's going through a transition, mkay? One plot to the next...then we've got people leaving. Yeah, we're having spouts of inactivity but that's just how it happens, okay? You want open threads, then post more open threads. I know I have no muse right now for Warriors. I've quit every single Warriors site except for this one and if I'M feeling the heat, then I know it must be terrible for everyone else. I don't even want to do a bio and that's what I love doing the most here.

Oh, I will. I will. I need to compile a list and tell you all the stuff to work on. Believe me, I used to suck royally at bios but I consider myself pretty damn decent at it. Look, if you practice on it, then you'll get better. It's just a trust issue, hear? Most newbies don't stay active.

Don't have a fit. You can audition another time. *shrug* Rogue's auditioned like 15+ times before getting meddie and deputy.</sub>

[Cinder! no study! X_X]

thats what i hear, and well i can wait. its not the end of everything. ive been on 5 warrior sites before hit, DM, where i was MC Cinderleaf and i lasted a year. The another i cant remember where i was crazy Sorelleaf the MC then Everchange and my friend made one that never took off, then hawk and i made one that i polluted during my Vamp-Crazy months. Ive never left an RP site without kicking and fighting, screaming and such before they all died.

[SHADE. :D]

Can we close the matter now?

I understand what all of you are saying, and I fully understand why Cinder is disappointed, but there will be other chances to audition for things. And by then, you'll be better known here, Cinder, so things will be easier. (:

So can we end this on friendly terms, please?

[(aurora) of the problematique]

_{Shade, it ended yesterday. Don't worry about it.}

[idk my bff brindle]

D'aww, guys, I know you've worked it out in the c-box, but don't make a big giant fuss about it (:

I will be frank, I didn't think Cinder should have won, but I wasn't gonna go like jump off a roof or something ^^'

An' Cinder, Aurrie's just being cautious. I know you've been posting a lot, but I was pretty active when I first joined. Then I left for like six months and came back in October ^^'

I'm not saying you need to do some Yoda trek around the interwebz, though XD

[cheshy says grace]

I lol'd

Aurrie, I love you XDD

And Cinder... WELL. YEAH. You're a nice person and all but I agree with Aurrie on all of her points :3

Brindle, Yoda's a little green dude who talks funny. I don't think anyone wants to go on one lmao.

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[SHADE. :D]

Oh. Well. I didn't know it had ended.

[(aurora) of the problematique]

_{It's okay. ^^ Just...a big mix-up that won't happen again...}

[SHADE. :D]

Okay. ^^