Lost, Broken (Reflect)

[FIREH!!]

(( I know... I hae horrible Writer's block right now becaquse I have TONS on my mind...))

"Good," he meowed. "I thought I lost you. I would never want that. You know you are special." I hope no one ever takes her away, he thought. Looking at her, he knew she was the only one for him. "Umm... Soo... How is the life in Brightclan?" he asked nervously.

[reflect]

^{Feeling drowsyness overcome her, she quickly tried to sharpen her senses, for she would have to walk back to camp alone... in the dark, all by herself with no witnesses around.
Life in BrightClan?...
she paused, thinking about her lonely, boring life.
Well, prey is running fine, my sister is all right. Nothing much to talk about.
she meowed, eye lids becoming heavy. She twitched her ear, and the tip of her tail squirmed around, for she had these problems when she was heavily tired. She glanced at him, and then turned her head away.
How's the seemingly bright life in EclipseClan?}

[FIREH!!]

"Horrible. Go home. You're tired, we'll talk tomorrow, kay?" he meowed. Spicetalon licked her head swiftly then meowed, "Go. Love ya!"

[reflect]

^{As the tom's tongue rasped over her ear, nothing could have made her feel more alive. The affection he had for her arised her soul out of its burrow, and made her realize the meaning of life. She was to fall in love, for what else was there to do? She was supposed to enjoy her life with the one special cat just like almost all of her warrior ancestors had. But... only a small paw full of them had had a forbidden love. This isn't good. There she was, happy, and bright-hearted, and then that dreaded thought appeared in her mind again. "Forbidden love" was beginning to become her least favorite words.
No, I'm fine. We might as well talk while we can. There's much more of a chance of being caught during the day.}

[FIREH!!]

"True... Soo..." He sat down and looked lovingly at her. He knew it was against the rules and Amthystar would have his head, but he didn't care. The love he felt for this she-cat was undeniable. He would take on a cat twice his size if it were attacking her. He would protect her from anything. He spoke the most forbidden words between two clans. "I love you."

[reflect]

^{Although she knew those three words were going to pour out of his mouth eventually, she was taken aback. As the sun's shining light streamed down onto the fur of his she couldn't help but to leap up and reply.
I love you too!
She screeched, at the moment not caring who heard her. But it was like an eagle striked at her and popped her heart. Reflectstar wouldn't be happy about this... but what she didn't know couldn't hurt her, right? But, love means soon enough she will want a family. She can't have a secret family in another Clan, some one will be bound to find out and sooner or later it would come around to either Amethyststar or Reflectstar... so what were they to do? The thought of her switching to EclipseClan hadn't crossed her mind, and hopefully it won't.}

[FIREH!!]

"How are we going to do this?" meowed Spicetalon. "Maybe it'd be better if we chose mates from our own clans..." he meowed.

[reflect]

[[ Wow, that was sudden. Why don't we just elaborate? Like expand this for 2 days in the RPG time? ]]

It can work.
mumbled the anxious young she-cat, heart thudding against her chest. She was trying to hard not to give herself away, but her heart was beating way too loud. She rolled her dark, exotic amethyst eyes, and unsheathed her claws. While trying to convince herself that this whole forbidden love thing could work, another part of her was persuading her the opposite - that warrior code comes first. But that's just the thing - the warrior code was made by ancient cats years ago, so who said they can't remake some? Who's to say that an EclipseClan cat can't love a SerenityClan cat?

[razor]

<sub>ooc; Who's to say that an EclipseClan cat can't love a SerenityClan cat

Me. ^^

Because its not allowed. xP</sub>

[FIREH!!]

"I don't know,"

Spicetalon was wary. He dug his claws into the ground. It felt as if the world was spinning around, never to stop. He fell over. Standing up, he meowed, "I don't feel too god. I'm going to head back. Meet here tomorrow night?" he licked her between the ears.

[reflect]

<sup>Her amethyst eyes were clouded with sorrow, and as the tom fell to the ground she let out a small gasp. She tore her gaze away from him, as hard as it was, and didn't make eye contact with his gorgeous orbs.
Yes. You'd better get back.
she meowed shakily,
I lo-like you. A lot.
she finished with one last breath. She felt her feelings were not strong enough to be considered love, and she felt stupid. Obviously this tom didn't feel the same way she had when she first laid eyes on his beateous pelt, but did she even herself?

[[SHUT UP RAZOR. =] It's over anyways. We started this before that rule.]]</sup>

[FIREH!!]

"I like you too." he meowed shakily. He truned and walked home, his tail dragging in the dust.

[reflect]

<sup>~~~~~
Next Day
~~~~~

Amethyst eyes glowed in the shadows beneath the underbrush, and they glinted as a beauteous orange form emerged from the depths. She glanced from afar the EclipseClan border to see if the tom had arrived yet. She slightly stumbled as she followed the same path as last time down the hill. So far, none of her Clanmates had been suspicious, which was a good thing for her. But, she was thinking hard the night before, and after a long discussion with herself, she thought it would be a good time to break up.</sup>

[FIREH!!]

Silver gleam lit up the way as the tom padded along the moonlit path. His pelt turned an even brighter silver than before, he padded to her. "Hello, Honeypaw," he meowed.

[reflect]

<sup>Her eyes dimmed to a dull purple, sorrow arising in her throat.
Um... I don't think we should see each other anymore.
she slowly choked out the words she never wanted to say. She remembered back a few sunrises ago when she couldn't fall asleep, because reality was better than her dreams.

[[that sucked, writers block.]]</sup>

[FIREH!!]

Spicetalon backed away slowly. "What- What do you mean?" he asked warily. He loved her. I don't want to lose another close cat! he wailed in his thoughts.

[reflect]

^{Do you really think this will work out?
she meowed, thinking back to her few dreams of being a deputy. Deputies can't have mates, let alone mates in another Clan. She felt guilty, and knowing StarClan was watching didn't make the situation and better.}

[FIREH!!]

"Fine," was all he meowed, turning around and he began to walk back home, leaving his love back in another time.

[reflect]

^{Without another word, she spun around, leaving her tail dragging in the dust. Her dark blue eyes showed an emotion for sure, maybe a mixed emotion? Clouded with pain, sorrow, and surprise. Maybe her life would be better from here. She had never loved a tom before, forr she was quite the tom boy of the litter. Have a mate in your own Clan, if one at all, mouse-brain. Could she get a tom in SerenityClan if she still has an existing bad repuatation?}

[FIREH!!]

Spicetalon turned his head and looked at her, shook his head, and bounded home.