i WANT.IT.NOW !! [ hysteria ] i WANT.IT.NOW !!

[SHADE. :D]

it's bugging me, grating me
and twisting me around
yeah i'm endlessly caving in
and turning inside out

HYSTERIA

cos i want it now she-cat
i want it now four moons
give me your heart none
and your soul loner

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and i'm breaking out
i'm breaking out
last chance to
lose control

Hysteria looks like an innocent little thing. And most of the time, she is. But let's get onto that later. Back to her appearance. Shall we start on those dear paws? She has four of them, very delicate, very small. Just soft little paws, nothing more. They hold claws of course, tiny talons the colour of gossamer. She rarely uses these, being a kit. Though her... More unpredictable side makes them slide free of their accord at times. Hysteria's paws lead up into slender limbs, short at the present time but bound to grow longer. Her shoulders lead into her back and long tail. Hysteria's entire body is small and slight, like a little pixie. Onto her face and head. Hysteria has high cheekbones and a fine, detailed face structure that makes her look mature for her age. She is quite pretty for such a young kit. Her muzzle is just the right length to fit with her face, and her pink heart-shaped nose finishes her face exquisitively. Her eyes are large almond-shapes, the pupils big black circles that hold a rainbow of vibrant emotions. Her eyes are a hazel colour, shot with green.

Hysteria's coat is short, and soft to touch, like most other shorthaired kit's. It lengthens on her stomach to help protect everything inside of her. She gained the colours of her coat from her mother, and the patterns from her grandmother. So there is a lot of family resemblance here. The base colour of her coat is pure, snowy white like the base fur on her grandmother's coat. But there are patches of light ginger fur here and there, mostly striped through. The largest one covers her entire back and most of her tail. There are then odd splashes of darker ginger on her face and head, and few fainter smudges here and there.

it's holding me
morphing me
and forcing me
to strive

Before you read this, you must understand that some parts of Hysteria's personality are not her fault. At all. Mostly she is just an ordinary kit, happy and friendly. But not always. So be warned. Right, let's get on. Usually, if you were to pad up to Hysteria and greet her, she would say a bright hello back and begin interregating you. She is really quite a chatty little thing. She loves making friends, but finds it hard because of her... Abnormality. Her solitary way of life does not help her, either. Hysteria can use her cute looks to get her own way, and is quite charming. She laughs easily, and loves to have fun, though loss of control can sometimes bring bad consequences. Hysteria is not hard to get to know, but most cats don't like to go near her, because of her odd habits, smell, and mutterings, when she is taken over by her bad side. But try to cut her some slack. It's not her fault, or her mother's fault, that they are how they are.

Right. This is the part of Hysteria that you must beware. There are few warning signs. The thing within her randomly becomes angry, suddenly lashes out. It pulls at the reigns of Hysteria's mind and she will obey. If it's anger forces her to attack somebody, she will. Though so young, Hysteria has killed before. Her name perfectly fits her chaotic, unpredictable personality. The thing within her is not benevolent, so do not expect mercy from her. When it is angry, it's love for death becomes Hysteria's.

to be endlessly
cold within
and i'm dreaming
i'm alive

Riddlemagic had always been different. For some reason not even StarClan is sure of, a demon was born with her, inside of her body. The vengeful spirit of a lost cat. This spirit planted itself within her and made her a monster, made her kill. She murdered her great-grandfather, Bluewhisker, the medicine cat of CloudClan at the time. She became a warrior soon after this, named Riddlemagic. In a rare moment of sanity, Riddlemagic left CloudClan, not wanting to hurt anybody else she loved. And thus began her new life. Riddlemagic became simply Riddle, the posessed loner. She wandered away from the Black River Forest, where her screams wouldn't be heard.

When Riddle was twenty moons old, she was found by an all-male group of rogue's. She was still beautiful, and each one wanted to try and woo her. She snapped at them all. Many of them managed to force themselves on her before the spirit woke up and she killed them all. After, Riddle ran. She ran back to the Black River Forest, staying on the outskirts. She knew that there were kits growing within her, but could not return to CloudClan for fear of what she would do. Her termoil lasted for a few moons, before her kits were born. The birth was exhausting. She gave birth to three kits. One was black, one tortoiseshell, and the last a ginger and white tabby. Riddle intended to kill her kits, unsure how they wouls turn out. She killed the black, but then another rogue appeared and killed her before she could harm her kits.

The rogue was a female named Wisteria. Wisteria was barren, but had always loved kits and longed for her own. She took the two kits, naming them Fern and Grace. Grace, the little tortoiseshell, was sweet and loving, just the sort of kit Wisteria wanted. But Fern was different. Most of the time she was like her sister, but other times she had red-hot temper tantrums. She was oddly strong for such a young kit. One day, a play session between Fern and Grace went sour, and Fern accidentally ended her sister's life under the influence of the segment of spirit she had recieved. Wisteria was shocked and terrified. "You're a monster! A demon! How do you cause such hysteria?" These were the last words Fern recieved from Wisteria before her mother-figure fled.

Fern renamed herself Hysteria after this, hating herself and her life. Since then she has wandered alone, gradually getting nearer and nearer to the clans her mother first belonged to...

cos i want it now
i want it now
give me your heart
and your soul

riddlemagic mother
pancho, jackson, leighton, casper fathers
grace sister
ribbontail aunt
tansyfrost, frostfoot, dapplecharm cousins
taigakit, jasminekit, heatherkit, grasskit second cousins

and i'm not breaking down
i'm breaking out
last chance to
lose control

PAINTING PORTRAITS OF GHOSTS !!

and i want you now
i want you now
i'll feel my heart implode
and i'm breaking out
escaping now
feeling my faith erode

song - HYSTERIA - (c) muse

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[SHADE. :D]

Accepted.