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i have lost it all

Losthope

i'm just here for you

Tom

my dearest my life

30 moons

you're my all

EclipseClan

my soul, my heart

Warrior

i belong to you

Losthope looks like he has been dipped into various buckets of paint at different moments, and if you were to start with his head, that's two totally different colors. The first area around his pools and muzzle is totally ashen black, and just outside the circle of black is a light brown, to almost ginger or amber, a really unique shade for a cats pelt, then his ears are colored black again. His main pelt color, consisting of the pelt around his flank, chest, underbelly, and back is a powdery white flecked with very light brown tufts, which makes it all the way down his legs until just above his paw, where it's a slightly darker shade than his face of amber-y ginger, and then his paw ends perfect snowy white. His tail happens the same as his legs, white until the end is dark brown, and his very most tail tip white. His orbs surrounded by black are a very distinct shade of blue, almost between cobalt and a light sapphire. He is a rather large tomcat, with a rather large pelt, lacing around his... rather large muscles.

my love is yours alone

Lostie comforts cats often, and a lot of the time when they don't need comforting. He is very protective emotionally and physically of other cats, and if he ever had a litter of kits he would not only die to protect them like most parents, but would be quite anxious over their safety even with them being watch by almost every cat in the clan. He'd be an anxious, over protective parent but all in good cause. He can be really sweet and charming, but when something switches his switch, and gets him angry, he can absolutely explode with anger. A good example for him is someone saying bad things about his mate or kits (or even a good friend), even if they aren't talking to him, he will lash out, almost giving him a needy anger management feel. Basic Persona:
x.Comforts even when unneeded
x.Extremely protective, emotionally and physically
x.Has a bit of anxiety and anger issues
x. Sweet and charming, really means well

you make me strong

When Losthope was a kit, he was born as Lovedkit, the second oldest to three other siblings, two younger sisters, and one elder brother, to a pair of parents any kit would give their own parents in to swap, a gentle and kind mother, mixed with a funny and sympathetic father, the two were madly in love and seemed made for each other, by StarClan. Losthope's siblings lasted only a few minutes, his elder brother dying first. The medicine cat at that time thought the order born next (Lostie,Loved) would die next, and immediately fixed their attention on to them. Meanwhile, the mother was panicking her two little daughters were not suckling, and she eventually got Losthope to suckle weakly, his eldest, younger sister was already gone and only his youngest sister barely on the thread of life, passing away as the medicine cat frantically tried to help. The only kit left was Lovedkit (Lostkit), and his mother screeching for his father. Eventually an elder of the clan answered the call, coming in sadly and not making eye contact with the concerned new Queen. "Yangice, Yenfire has died in the great battle..." the Queen gasped, facing down wards with the amount of this, he had lied. He said he would never fight with a mate so full with his kits, birthing any time. Yet he did. For the clan, of course, yet he did. Lovedkit (Lostkit) yowled madly his little, blind kit yelp. The medicine cat heart this all the way from his den, and immediately sighed, ushering the elder out of the nursery, and pulled the young kit away from his mother. "Mirrorsin, will you nurse this kit for the time being" the medicine cat gently awoke the usually grumpy Queen, whom nodded absently, as he placed the kit to suckle. Yangice has died, almost not even an hour after her mate.

When the kit opened his eyes, the leader at the time happened to be visiting the nursery, and met Lovedkit for the first time, Mirrorsin, his foster mom, said it was the only remaining of Yangice and Yinfire, even his siblings and all other relatives had already disappeared mysteriously, and the leader looked at the kit solemnly. "Lovedkit, you are cursed..." the leader had been in a weird mood, much like a long ago Bluestar of ThunderClan. "Lostkit is your new name, you are lost forever with no hope" he took that into consideration deeply, and when he was apprentice as Lostpaw and not Lovedpaw, he finally accepted the name. His hop,e as the leader said, was lost.

He lived quite a lonely apprenticeship, finally gaining age to be a warrior as the name Losthope, and received the flash black of what the old leader had said to him all those moons and seasons ago. He remembered to always give those comfort, though he became anxious about others healthy, and protective of anyone close. Most cats tend to stay away, Saying he has problems.

Would you dare to get close?

you can accept me for me

Mother: Yangice
Father: Yinfire
Brother: Neededkit
Sisters: Wantedkit, Soughtkit
Foster mother: Mirrorsin
Mentor: Unknown

Future Mate: Tigerheart
Kits: None yet
Apprentice: None yet
Late apprentices: None, obviously

not for some other jerk

picture:
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my starclan blessing

Poison tears crash down

[SHADE. :D]

Accepted.