dear as a deer SERENITYCLAN.

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deerkit
says a big fat hi!

sometimes i get so weird she-cat!
i even freak myself out newborn!
i laugh myself to sleep serenityclan!
it's my lullaby kit!

sometimes i drive so fast
just to feel the danger

Deerkit very much lives up to her name. She is just like a deer in her shape, though of course not in size, taking unto account her age and species. She pads on paws that are very slightly too large for her slim legs, just like a deer's chunky hooves. Because of this, Deerkit can be very clumsy, and often accidentally treads on other cat's paws. She hides a set of claws in each paw, though she rarely reveals them. Deerkit's legs are, as mentioned above, very slender. They seem very fragile, as though the slighest prod would unbalance her. The bones show, for example on her knees, making her look even more like her namesake. Deerkit's body is slender, but curved in the right places. For example, her shoulders are prominent and pointy, just like those of a flighty deer. Her stomach however, has strong muscles, allowing her to turn quickly around corners without injury. Deerkit has quite a short, fluffy, whippy tail. Her face is very angular, and she has a long muzzle. Her nose is a soft chocolate brown colour. Her eyes are very large, and she has unusually thick lashes. They are a dark, warm fallow colour. Deerkit has small, very pointed ears that sit neatly atop her circular head.

Deerkit has very short, very wispy fur. It is not thick at all, and if you touch her, your hand will sink straight through the thin fur to the skin. Her becomes the fluffiest on her paws, stomach and tail. She has a great mass of colours in her fur. The very bottom coat is pale silver, but this is not visible as it is covered by fallow hairs. She has stripes of darker brown fur on her forelegs and neck. Her tail tip is charcoal-coloured. Her muzzle is snowy white. There is a silvery smudge between her ears, half-covered by an amber splodge.

i wanna scream
it makes me feel alive

Deerkit is very much like her namesake in personality, too. She has a very nervous desposition, and hates talking to cats she doesn't know. She is very polite, and often repeats herself out of nervousness. Deerkit often makes mistakes, and apologies constantly. She is terrified of hurting other cats, or of provoking them into anger. Some find her jumpy personality irritating. Deerkit hates violence and the idea of fighting terrifies her. But she has a very different side to her, as well. When you get to know her she is a warm, ffectionate cat. She constantly tells her family that she loves them. She sometimes becomes very hyper, as well, and if one of her siblings tells a joke, she will laugh about it for hours. Deerkit is the kind of cat that has the key to her heart hidden safely away. You have to do a bit of digging, put in a bit of effort, and you might just unlock her carefully-guarded heart. Deerkit is a very helpful she-cat, and tries her best to aid others, and is usually good at it. She is very trustworthy, and the kind of cat who would keep a secret until death.

is it enough to love?
is it enough to breathe?

Cherrysmoke was long-broken. Blizzardhawk newly so. Both had had something loved, something vital, taken away from them. For Cherrysmoke, the death of her mate and disappearance of her young son had crippled her almost beyond repair. For Blizzardhawk, the death of his cherished kithood friend Peanutdrift brought him down to the very depths of depression. They were attracted to eachother due to their mutual sorrow. Cherrysmoke pledged to stand by Blizzardhawk as he fought to control his grief for Peanutdrift. Before this they had not been close, but now they became the best of friends.

Cherrysmoke had never expected to fall in love again, not after suddenly losing her beloved Crescentgaze. But she found the feelings were returning, even after so long, to caress her guarded heart. She was falling quickly in love with Blizzardhawk, who felt the same beneath a layer of chilly outer cold. They fought with their feelings for a short length of time, before both confessing. After this, they happily became mate's. They had finally managed to bury the past and get on with the now.

Cherrysmoke had never expected to mother any more kits. She already had three adult daughters and a missing son. But she again recognized the signs. She began to feel drowsy and heavier than usual. She visited the medicine cat just to confirm her suspicions. And they were confirmed. Cherrysmoke was going to have Blizzardhawk's kits. She was happy to be given a second chance at love and motherhood. Blizzardhawk was overjoyed to be the father figure he had always wondered about. Cherrysmoke's three daughters were happy that their mother had finally found love again. Why, the whole clan rejoiced at the she-cat's pregnancy.

The birth was not hard. She had experienced it before, so knew what to expect. And, on a warm night, she brought four tiny new lives into the world. Three toms and a she-cat. She named the three toms Autumnkit, Adderkit and Larchkit. The one she-cat was called Deerkit. Since then, Cherrysmoke has never been happier.

somebody rip my heart out
and leave me here to bleed

cherrysmoke mother
blizzardhawk father
larchkit, autumnkit, adderkit, moonkit brothers
pansyblossom, petalrain, daisyflower sisters

is it enough to die?
somebody save my life

painting an instance of covering a surface with paint.
portraits a likeness of a person that is created by a painter.
of used to indicate the objective relation.
ghosts the spirit of a dead person.

i'd rather be anything but ordinary, please.

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Accepted.