The Lost Returned

[tehmightywriter]

Yeah, let's pretend it didn't happen. Even though I'd prefer that Thrushstar/Quailfeather was in BrightClan, were he BELONGS. NO, let's let Brook have her way. Yeah, sounds good. My cats will just be misplaced and I'll have to deal with the fact that they won't be in the clan I meant them to be in. Not to mention, what happens with the cats that know Thrushstar, huh? But that doesn't matter, as long as Queen Brook gets her way! Yup, let's go with that!
I'm so damned angry right now I can't even believe I joined again. Maybe I'll just leave for good. One less site I have to worry about, especially if there are people who can't just let my cats go where they belong! No, no, let's let Blue deal with everyone else's opinions and let her just play the tag-along, like she has no wants or wishes! Sound good to you all? I hope so! Brook's as happy as can be now! Yes, I say the priority is straight! Screw Blue, Yay Brook, right?
*glares*
Hope you're happy. I sure in hell am NOT.

I don't want to talk with anyone but Black, Fernie, Aurrie, Spice, and Shade. The rest of you can just try to get on my good side.

[fernie. (:]

<sup>Grrrrr. I ask you last night, don't leave me too far behind. Don't leave me too far behind??? What happened? Bloody hell! And excuse my language. You know what. I feel sorry for Shade, who doesn't know any of this even happened yet, because she hasn't been on. And she made this amazing site for us to RP on and stuff like this happens! Now. I say this loud and clear. NO-ONE LEAVE. I mean you can, it's not my decision, but I'd rather you didn't. I'm sure we can come to a compromise. I have rarely been as angry as I am now on here. You do not want to know my cats when I am angry.

Right. Blue, Brook, NONE OF YOUR CATS WERE PICKING A FIGHT FROM THE START. But you both jumped to conclusions that they were. Can't Wrenstar let the group into BC again? But maybe, Blue, you could have it that Quail has never had anything to do with BC, and was maybe in EC or another Clan before. We WILL find a compromise.</sup>

[Spice..xx]

Eek! Maybe we shoudl start over guys, pretend none of this happened? We can always start a new thread, make Qualifeather and the rest come back but go about it differently? Blue and Brook, you are both annoyed at each other, UNDERSTANDABLY as Brook only just got this position and Blue comes in with Thrushstar and argues with Wrenstar. I am NOT saying that Blue shouldnt of made Thrushstar come back and im NOT trying to start an argument with either of you as i like you both . Im not gonna say anymore, what happens from now is up to Shade but maybe we should of waited and checked the whole thing out with her before we even started the thread.

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[kee]

<sub>Queen Brook? How pathetic. I'm sorry but calling me names? That's just stupid and immature. Can't you be mature about this situation? Okay. Let's start from the beginning.

1. I am the Leader of BrightClan. Not you.

2. You could have asked for my permission before making the post because who's Clan is it? Yeah. You get the point.

3. How come on the c-box you were fine about this? Now you are calling me names?

4. Quailfeather can come back but not with more cats! That's just not normal for BrightClan.

That's my opinion. I did PM Shade about the problem.</sub>

[(aurora) of the problematique]

_{*rubs head tiredly* Ghostlywind was talking about that no BrightClanner should insult Thrush/Quail or he'd be rather irate. *huggles Ghostly* I hope this is settled out, guys}

[trissea]

Damn. This is so freaking stupid.. Brook, you're not being very gracious, no offense, and Blue, please don't leave again. We'll figure this out.

[SHADE. :D]

.ooc; GUYS! *waves arms*

Forgive me, I was under the impression this was my site? v_v You know, I REALLY don't need this right now. Please, can Thrushstar just return and rejoin as a warrior, along with his friends, or hatever they are, and Wrenstar remain leader? Please? I have enough going on at the moment, my grandpa just passed away, I don't really want arguments. Please!
I'm not on anyone's side here, I just want it sorted!

[tehmightywriter]

I don't much care who you are, Brook. You were being a royal ass in the Cbox about the whole thing, and what started this? Yeah, I screenshotted it, it pissed me off so much. My character, Thrushstar turned Quailfeather, was slightly annoyed with how Wrenstar acted around him and called him 'great Thrushstar'. I didn't like it much either, but that's all that happened with him. I believe that that was rude. Then, Brook decides that she's going to act all 'depressed' and that pissed me off even more. Wanna know why?
Because that's the way a martyr acts and the one person that acted the same way abused me and threatened to kill me if I told my parents what she was doing.
Hope you can see why that upset me so much because if you can't, you're a retard.

Shade, I lost my grandfather in 1999, when I was ten. After that, the abuse came rolling out. I can understand how much you hurt and don't want to deal with this. I'm sorry this all came around. I'm sorry I ever joined. Brook might have been fine with life then, because all I see is that she picked me out to fight with, after bickering with everyone else. She didn't like the fact that my cat returned because she was afraid she'd lose her position.
Don't lie about it, either, Brook, because I see it as I used to live it. Thrushstar wanted to return to BrightClan, where he GREW UP, and live with the cats that came with him and used to call him leader. You found that a bad idea and jumped on it like a starving rat. Then you put on the impression that something was wrong. I didn't appreciate that, either.

Oh, and with your list? Let me see. I called you 'Queen Brook' because you seem to think you can control me like I'm some sort of baby.

1) I don't care that you're leader, I was leader before you and my cat, who belongs there, wishes to return there.
2) I don't need your damned permission to do anything. For one, the site isn't yours and it's up to Shade what I do with my cats, not you. I don't think she would have minded at all.
3) I was never fine with it, and you should have seen it by the way I reacted to what you said. You launched me into an instant depression with what you said, sorry or not.
4) Quailfeather will come back how I see fit. You aren't my boss, nor will you be my leader, ever.

I wanted to bring Thrushstar back with the elaborate history I wrote with him, but I even left that out so that I wouldn't outshine Wrenstar. So sorry, Brook, that you can't just deal with what's been placed before you. Had this happened to me, I would have been in a wonderful mood and my role playing would have been bubbling with excitement from all my characters. You? You opposed everything and all your cats, clearly, hated mine, like Thrushstar, who wasn't really Thrushstar any more, was going to steal it away from you.

And you call me childish... Look at yourself, hon.

[SHADE. :D]

<sub>Right, right. *sigh*

I know you two are feeling pretty annoyed with eachother at the moment, and I know you probably feel like yelling at eachother loads, but can we please try to act like.... *wiggles eyebrows dramatically* ... adults? [young adults, whatever.] Please, for the sake of the rest of us, can you just apologize to eachother and sort this out? Im not saying you have to link arms and sing eachother's praises, I just think it's best for everyone else. [And you too, as well.] So please, can you two stop this, before you do/say something you regret? I'm saying this in the nicest way possible; the rest of us know your upset, but to be honest, all this.... ... 'stuff' is tearing Black River Clans apart. Not that I'm blaming either of you!

So, please, can you listen to a small, redheaded little person's plea for peace...?</sub>

[tehmightywriter]

I would like to know from you, Shade, whether I may have my cats reside within BrightClan. Though Brook doesn't like it, many others do (and I'm naming no names). There are some that believe Thrushstar should still be leader, too (and again, I'm naming no names). However, if it makes Brook happy, I won't even question it. Not that I was going to anyway, but so she knows, I don't want it back.

If this is the cats, that Quailfeather, Onyxsky, Barkpaw, Windpaw, and Couragepaw can be part of BrightClan, then yes, I am sorry. And I will be sorry, as long as Brook says the same. Otherwise, forget it... I won't be playing the weakling part.

[SHADE. :D]

I see no reason why they cannot be part of BrightClan, but in the end, it is Brook's decision.

[kee]

<sub>OK. You know what? You can have you damned Leader position back, Blue. I don't care. I don't want to fight with you. It seems as though I am the bad person in this which, I am not. I hate fighting with people and I fight all the time with people on another site. You know what I am going to do? I am going to quit this site. I love BRC with all my heart but some people are being jerks to me. I thought people would be happy that I am back but no one gives a s**t that I am back.

So what if I am not gracious. The only thing I am is pissed!

I am sorry Shade. I thought that being Leader meant I had some power over BrightClan and for once, I think I am right.

You left, Blue and I won Leader fair and square. I want to be Leader but do you think its fair to me that the old leader comes storming back into BrightClan and most of his Clan thinks that Thrushstar is supposed to be Leader? No. You left and I came back. I want to be Leader and I want to be treated like one and not some piece of s**t you think I am.

And I am sorry to Shade because it is her site. I am sorry to Fernie for yelling at her yesterday and I am sorry to Aurrie for having a bad start. And Spice... I don't think I did anything to you but I am sorry if I did. ^^</sub>

[trissea]

Goddammit, you two, stop FIGHTING! Thankyou, Blue, for relaxing a little, because it makes things a speck easier. Brook, please, as far as I remember Blue was first with Leader position if and when she returned, and the other leader would have been temporary. I assume that we really hadn't given you fair warning, and if Shade says so, you could stay leader, but technically, that's Blue's position. I'm not trying to take a side. Just work this out, for the sake of- er- whoever.

[FIREH!!]

Okay, okay. This is a STUPID fight over a leader position?!?!?!? Well, I'm sorry Blue, but you QUIT, leaving Brightclan without a leader and BROOK won the audition. So calm down guys and have some sense! PLEASE!!!!


And I am NOT taking sides. Shade is right. I feel no joy rping on this site anymore with so many stupid little arguments.

[fernie. (:]

^{Guys, I'm gonna lay this down for you. Blue left and vacated the leader position, leaving it up for grabs. Brook joined and won it in the audition, fair and sqare. Blue joined again, and this happened. I don't even know how this started but you know what? You are both kinda acting a teeny tiny bit immature. I don't want to fall out with anyone seeing as you are all my friends here. I don't even think Blue wanted the leader position back, she just wanted her cats to join BC! Please, guys, don't fall out and leave. That would be taking it out on this site, which Shade worked her a** off for. All the RPs are being held up because of this stupid fight. And then no-one can have any fun. So please, I am begging you both, please work this out. For Shade's sake, if no-one elses.}

[FIREH!!]

Fernie's right. Shade and I spent days on end trying to make this site perfect. We wanted the V3 to hold out. Now all that effort will be wasted... People will quit for fights... And other will get so annoyed, there will be even MORE fights. So please apoligize to eachother and get on with your lives. xDDD

[(aurora) of the problematique]

_{*whimpers and agrees with Ferns}

[kee]

<sup>OK. I am going to be nice because I am in a good mood and I don't know why... -shurgs- Oh well!

Blue, you can join the Clan with you little 'group'. But...

1. Wrenstar will stay Leader.

2. You will treat me better then you have before and I will treat you nicer.

3. We will start this all over again. Yesterday I was in a bad mood so so was Wrenstar. I know you are going to groan about it but I think it's better if we leave all of this behind and start over.

So... I am sorry guys but you must know that I have a short temper so please don't tick me off. Thanks! =]</sup>

[fernie. (:]

^{Thanks, Brook. =D}

[(aurora) of the problematique]

_{WOOT! >.> Now to have Ghostly on the Angst-mobile -________-}

[FIREH!!]

lol. HOORAY!!! Brook, you need to post in Starclan's wishes.

[kee]

_{I was going to wait for Shade or Kuri to post first but... Ah well. I'll get posting soon...}

[FIREH!!]

lol okay!

[tehmightywriter]

If you'd read what I said, you would have read that I told you you could have it. I don't want the stupid, f**k**g leader position, I just want to be part of BrightClan with my cats.

And I didn't ever set up the fact that everyone thought he was supposed to be leader, either, so if you're going to be a spoiled brat about this whole thing, fine. Leave, I could care less. I'm tired of people like you ruining all the fun across all the internet because they seem to think they should be leader of every little thing. You may not want to fight, but a fight has two sides, and I don't see you trying to stop. All you're doing is pushing more and more in front of me and proving that you aren't worth being part of this site. If you can't solve this without getting so tempermental about /everything/ I say, then you can just leave like you want to. It'd be better for those of this site that want to role play without all this damned, stupid drama you're giving off.

Oh, and to everyone who is accusing me of wanting leader back? Back the f**k off. I never said I wanted it. If you guys actually took the time to read what I was posting, maybe you'd see that I said I didn't want it. I guess that that must be a pointless request because you're all shoving words in my mouth. I never asked to be leader, I never mentioned it. Actually, if you'd read the role play and all of this OoC: stuff, you'd be able to see that I never wanted it. But no, Brook is right, I am wrong. I should just get shoved around for the sake of BRC, even if it means I'll be the unhappy one and Brook will be happy.



Now, I've gotten that out of the way. Like I said before:

1) NO WHERE did I say I wanted leader or to be leader. I even changed my cat's name so I could join again.

2) This fight started because Brook told me she'd rather in never happened. It upset me because
--a) my temper is quite short. I never learned how to control it growing up for reasons I will tell some, but not all (PM).
--b) I have depression, which is a true mental ailment. It means that I cannot control my emotions, I cry a lot and feel worthless, and I lose interest in practically everything. Fights don't pass by me easily and I can't even write any more... Role playing, at least, calms me down in this regard. This problem will be assessed soon, on August 21st, when I go to see a psyciatrist and get medicine for the problem. I will /never/ lose my depression, but I will be able to supress it.

3) Quailfeather is Thrushstar at heart. Though he's not leader, he still has his lives. He has seven, to be exact. He merely wants to be a warrior, help train the three apprentices with him, possibly find new love, and help Onyxsky until she remembers who she is. Leader is out of the question. Deputy, only if Ghostlywind disappears or has something happen, or Aurrie just doesn't want to play deputy here any more. And even then, I doubt I'd want it again.

Now, to those of you who think this is ruining the site, it probably is. However, people who role play together who don't like each other tend to show it in their characters. I dislike this sort of behavior, therefore, I feel that fighting something through is a better idea. Then, once everything has calmed, like here, for instance, it can be talked out.

To everyone:
I will only be here for another two weeks!
I begin my college on August 24th and I will be too busy to even bother with sites I don't need. If I do happen to find myself with time, I will come, but I don't think that I will be very active. I'm attending Taylor University of Fort Wayne, which is the home of the best Professional Writing school of the entire country. I applied here first and was accepted. Therefore, I plan on doing my best.
Stress is quite high here and I don't often get this angry at something so tiny. It just struck a raw nerve and launched into a big ordeal.


Okay, I'm feeling better, though I'm still depressed. However, I still appologize for everything said and done, as long as Brook does as well. *holds out hand*

[(aurora) of the problematique]

_{Good luck, Blue-chan ^^}

[FIREH!!]

Okay.


1) I am sorry. When I read your posts, it looked like Quailfeather was trying to command the clan.

2) CONGRATS FOR BEING ACCEPTED!!! -hands a bajillion cookies-

[fernie. (:]

^{Good luck at your college!}

[kee]

_{-shurgs- I'll only agree to shake if you will be nicer to me so I am nicer to you. You may restart all of this on the board called StarClan's Wishes.}

[tehmightywriter]

Well I'm not gonna be nice to someone who's so formal wit' meh... >_>
Cheer up, be fun when ya post, and give us your all! And you've gotta be nice at the same time as me. No 'you be nice to me so I'll be nice to you' stuff.

I'll attempt it, but I don't actually feel happy right now....

[kee]

<sub>-shrugs- Well, I'm always formal with people I don't know and people I don't trust, no offense.

Right now, I am happy or was happy. This is ruining my good mood. -.-

I wasn't in a good mood yesterday so my posts showed that I wasn't in a good mood.</sub>